First Post - i have to admit it!

Well...

After 2,5 years of active forex trading I`m obligated to admit it for myself - i`m a forex loser.
Why?
I`ll post later today all my investments here. At this time i know only approximate digits. What i know for sure - that digits are 75% of my income + all my savings.

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Why i did start this blog?

I`m not desperated,
I`m not blaming myself,
I`m not accusing me "Your a loser - grow up, stop spending money here",
I`m not a whiner,
I`m not ...
But i can`t earn money after analyzing all my forex activity totals

Definitely, i have a problem in my head, or a lot of them... First of all, before i`ll return to trading (losing?) in forex, i have to try and clear these problems of my mind/psychology...